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[Jan. 7th, 2007|10:21 pm] |
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Piece me back together.
I'll be as good as new. |
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| The truth... |
[Jan. 5th, 2007|05:51 pm] |
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| | Frankie...breathing loudly | ] |
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets. |
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[Dec. 18th, 2006|07:53 am] |
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[Bert is typing this.Gerard is just talking.kthx.]
Bren,you should have left me.At least I would've felt redeemed in some way in death.
I need to talk to you Frankie,Mikey and Brendon,if you can stand being around me. I'm in the infirmary. |
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| I'm an idiot. |
[Dec. 18th, 2006|12:38 am] |
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I made mistakes I can't undo. Maybe in time I can redeem myself.
Forgive me.
I love you more than all the stars in the sky Frankie.
You're my kind of perfect.
I'd never leave you for anyone else.
I'll make everything right. I promise. |
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| It's not always rainbows and butterflies... |
[Dec. 12th, 2006|04:11 pm] |
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Maybe I'm being selfish when I say I'm miserable because he relapsed.
I can't really help Frank,I don't have the credentials or anything else to help.
All I can do is pray for him...and hope it works.
Call me a pussy,call me dramatic,but I'm dying for him to let me touch him,or vice versa [and not in a sexual manner...you sickos.]
I love him whole heartedly.
I just need someone to hold me.
His disorder is terrible.
My depression was alleviated by Frankie..and now..I fear I'll relapse.
I'll be sleep all day. It's a coping mechanism. |
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